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May 1, 04:37 AM: Sad & Lonely
You might have noticed I removed one of my recent postings, the one from Apr-21 titled circle of life. The post announced that friends of mine had become pregnant. I removed it when I learned that they had lost the pregnancy. Follow either of the above links to Yaz’s blog and her words for yourself.
Having just lost a very dear friend, expecting a new baby was somehow comforting but now I find myself very sad. You know that feeling you get when you are almost going to cry but you don’t actually? Its weird I feel broken in a way, neither of these things happened to me per say and that is making me feel guilty for being so sad which of course makes me feel even worse. This will pass I guess. If I seam distant its because I’m not really here, my heart and mind are with the people who have lost so much more than I have.
Yazmin
Oh Garrett. :( I’m sorry to hear that I made you sad. This too shall pass. :/